Lord I am so tired and weary
I have had so much bad karma since the advent of democracy.
I have known no peace since Mandela became President.
I have watched silently as Whites have been sacrificed and marginalised at the Altar of Apartheid.
I cringe as they blame Whites for everything-even Black ineptitude.
I watchy horrified as the last bastions of White domination are torn down
I scream silently as the last vestiges of White prominence disappear into the annals of history, never to be resurrected.
I shout in my sound proof studio ‘LET MY PEOPLE GO.’
I watch helplessly as our White Minority agonize over getting jobs as the Black Majority scream : ‘GET BACK! GET BACK!’
I watch helplessly as White Zimbabweans stream across our borders with Mugabe and Gadaffi hot on their heels.
I watch in horror as our women too, are raped and re-raped by the system.
I tremble in fear as gumboot dancers scream ‘KILL THE BOER, KILL THE FARMER,’ outside Malem’s up and coming palatial residence.
PHEW THAT WAS CLOSE-SONG NOW BANNED!
I can’t believe my ears when they say ‘MLUNGU, NO FUTURE!’
I read in horror when i see signs that say ‘BEE’ or ‘AFFIRMATIVE ACTION,’ which is actually reverse apartheid.
I watch in envy as the Chinese receive honorary White status even from the blacks, while to Whites being White means nothing!
I watch in disbelief as my White Sisters whom I planned to marry now marry whom they please, in a truly nonracial society.
I watch in anger as our streets become increasingly unsafe with the spread of foreign and local crime syndicates.
I watch in amazement as youth of all colour so easily trade sex for drugs
I am horrified to find my new neighbours in this elite suburb are former residents of squatter camp.
I am amused as my other neighbour raises a 5m high statue of what he calls Hanuman on his front lawn, despite being hijacked last month.
and i shout :’Come on man, let’s join them for that ox braai celebration next door!’